memang berbaloi~

on friday, pOO ada majlis appreciation for HSBC Brunei Teams. ktorg punya CEO, mr Tareq turun. slalu nmpk dia dlm blog site dia jerk. dat day, mata bertentang mata. really a very gud looking guy. hoho.. utk team dressing code, ktorg pilih tradisional. but 4 girls, smuanya pakai punjabi, except utk sue n nisha. diaorg pakai sari. everybody look gojes dat day. bkn senang nk dress up =)

dinner ktorg time tue wat kat Cyberview Lodge. a beauiful place indeed. environment dia mmg mempersona mata. patutla department len jeles dgn ktorg. slalunya diaorg pnya teams celebrate indoor jer. rezeki ktorg thn nie :)

bila sampai jerk kat sana, smuanya yg len macam malu2 ayam. masing2 jd formal & penuh dgn protokol. tp pOO apa lg. terus kuarkan kamera, snap picture yg len. mmg excited giler. environment dia mmg romantik. bknnya apa, moment tue xblh dilepaskan. nnti bila dh gelap, gmbr jdk x cntik. x smpai 5 min ktorg mula berposing, tb2 mcm2 kilat smbar menyambar. rupanya, yg len pn dh mula bergambar. wakakaka. malu2 konon td.

tp yg paling pOO x blh lupakan ialah pOO was awarded 'The Best GSC for Apr-June 09'.
btl2 x caya. ingtkan diaorg yg lebih senior akn dpt.maklumla, pOO br bln ke-5 kat cni. confirmation pn blm dpt lg.bila diaorg announcedkn nama pOO, rs darah turun smpai ke lantai. =) gemuruh gila. bknnya apa. x prepare langsung.

ayat yg pOO x blh lupa:

kak malare : just now u r smiling to ears, but now ur face damn pale, turn to white..(smbil senyum kambing)

sbnrnya, pOO mmg speechless. x terkata apa2. time bjalan tue, kepala nie ada di awangan. hahaha. tp dpt jgk chance bersalam dgn mr Tareq, si macho tue. pas pOO balik kat meja, mmg rs lega. rupa2nya keja keras yg pOO wat selama nie diiktiraf gak akhirnya. nie yg membakar semangat pOO nk keja lebih kuat. memang berbaloi~~ =)

f e e l i n g

at dis moment, dgn segala perasaan yg bercampur & rasa kerendahan serta keyakinan diri yg tiba-tiba mula menurun, dis song really inspire me...

yes! it really really do~~ !!

I can almost see it

That dream I’m dreaming but

There’s a voice inside my head sayin

You’ll never reach it

Every step I’m taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep tryin

Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain

I’m always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm going to have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there

Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side

It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing

The chances I’m taking

Sometimes they might knock me down but

No I’m not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I’m going to remember most yeah

Just got to keep going

And I,I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on,cause

There’s always going to be another mountain

I’m always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm going to have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there

Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side

It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain

I’m always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Sometimes you're going to have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there,

Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side

It’s the climb

Keep on moving

Keep climbing

Keep the faith baby

It’s all about

It’s all about

The climb

Keep the faith

Keep your faith

lagu nyanyian Miley Cyrus berjudul 'The Climb' nie betul2 dpt memberikan inspirasi kat pOO ...

pd satu saat tue, pOO rs keyakinan diri pOO makin menjauh...

byk keadaan yg terpaksa dilalui...tmbah pulak, skrg tgh bizi nk siapkan segala persiapan utk wedding ujung thn nnti..

maybe utk org lain dec is far away... tp bg tuan punya bdn, penat nk terkejar2 masa...

tambahan pula, pOO terpaksa siapkan semuanya sendiri since mama pOO won't be long in M'sia dis time...

apatah lagi dgn keadaan persekitaran tempat kerja yg kekurangan staf...

ramai yg cuti sakit... sesuatu yg memang x dpt dielakkan... keja utk 3 org terpaksa disiapkan olh 2 org...

aduss~~!! tekanan jgk dibuatnya...

but after a while listening to dis song, now i feel much more better and my self-confident dh makin tinggi balik...

hopefully everything will be much better after dis... amin~~

times fly~~

rs mcm kejap jerk melalui pertengahan tahun nie...

sedar x sedar, bulan julai bakal menjelma...

waduhh~~ masih byk perkara yg x dapat disetelkan lagi...

azam thn nie pun masih x tertunai...

sigh~~

minggu nie pOO berempat balik penang...

dats pOO, mr fiance, bro jr & sis jr..

actually, kali nie blk ada misi yg nk ditunaikan...

1. p hantar kain kat tailor utk bj mr fiance > sukses <

2. kemas umah/bilik > x sempat sbb bk sgt plan nk wat :) <

3. p cari kain meter utk bj keja > x jd sbb big bro dh belikan. thanks bro~~ <

4. nk survey nset.. survey jerk sebenarnya > @last, terbang 2/3 gaji bulan nie :( <

5. setelkan duit broadband n bil tepon bulan nie > sukses (duit pn dh kering) <

6. bwk mr fiance p jenjalan > x smpat sbb penat sgt. lenkali yer, bang <

7. mkn nasi lauk sotong + rasem kat restoran tajuddin, little india > setel.. siap bli samosa mamak tepi jln :) <

8. bli pump shoe > nnti2la... duit dh kering :( <

9. tgk Transformer's > wyg fully booked. waaa~~<

tp, ada jgk plan x diduga..

sbnrnya pOO nk survey nset since nset yg sedia ada dh 4 kali cium tar..

last2, setelah dipujuk2 olh bapak kesayangan, trus sambar seketul..
tp merana la bulan nie... duit dh kopak..

terpaksa la wat loan ngan bank pama ujung bulan nnti... :)

one more thing...

time ktorg p antar bj mr fiance, tailor tue ada kasik brochure...

RM30 per entry for the whole family...

'Karnival Makan Buah Durian', 9.00am-1.00pm...

wow~~!! mata kami semua bersinar2...
terus decide nk p..

but early in the morning, ujan lebat...

tunggu punya tunggu, akhirnya around 11.30, ktorg sampai...

mak aii... ramainya org...

yg x berapa syok, kwsn tue lecah@becak...

sian bro jr... br basuh keta pg td.. :)

pas mkn durian, sempat tapau buah kegemaran pOO...

buah 'moktan' a.k.a mr rambutan :)

aduh~~

mmg penat banet mggu nie...

rs mcm x puas cuti kali nie..

rs sedey sgt sbb xdpt tgk citer Transformer's kali nie...

terpaksa la tgk ngan mr fiance jerk...
k la... got to go..

dh nk balik putrajaya dh...

darr~~~

dh lama x menjeling2 ke blog nie...
kesian asik ditinggalkan.. =(

masa seakan2 xcukup tiap ari..
24 jam berlalu dgn begitu cpt...
x terhitung setiap jam yg pergi...
rsnya, x byk bnda yg dpt dibuat dlm tempoh tue...

semakin bertambah umur, semakin x terkejar masa yg ada...
kdg2, bdn nie rasa x terdaya lagik...
byk perkara yg perlu dibereskan..

semuanya utk masa dpn...
terpaksa bekerja keras demi memenuhi impian & harapan kuarga...
dan juga diri sendiri...

diharap semuanya akn berlalu...
dgn penghujung yg indah spt yg diharapkan...

cakk~~

it's been a long time since the last entry i post...
bukannya ingin melupakan blog2ing ini
tp keadaan dan masa yg x mengizinkan pOO wt demikian...
tuntutan kerja terlalu byk
sampaikan bj kat umah pn x terlipat... (hikhikhik)

keja kat tmpt baru dh x sama mcm keja kat JTM dulu...
every minutes is precious@HSBC...
we all kena achieve target yg bisnes partner ktorg nk...

dh la public holiday utk brunei juz 10 days per year...
nyesal plak belaja rajin2 utk pass exam utk post approval aritu...
dhla approval ssh nk cuti sbb terikat dgn keja..
it's better utk jadi Data Entry.. keja pn sng jerk.. cuti pn agak senang
keja dorang key-in jerk apa yg ada dlm borang tue...
tp bila dh jd approval.. alahai... blk keja pn jd yg last...
selagi item dlm queue yg masuk sblm pukul 2 x setel, jgn hrpla nk balik..

whateva it is, terus-trg ckp, skrg barula pOO rs mcm btl2 keja...
b4 dis mmg pOO main2 jerk kat tmpat lama...
dgn adanya tugas baru nie, pOO jd lebih bertanggungjawab... dats de important thing
also hope dat everything will flow smoothly...
n salary pun blhla increase nnti... hehehehehehehe

till then..
muaXXss

yeay~! yeay~!

alhamdulillah...
td br lepas check akaun bank... berdebar2 jgk...
rp2nya gj utk bln nie dh dikreditkan...
weehooo~~!!
gumbiranya rs ati...
pOO ingtkan gj pOO xkan dkreditkan lg...
almaklumla x smpai sebulan keja...
dptla pOO blk kpg ujung mggu nie dgn senang ati...
;)

tagged by kak ngah

10 perkara tentang orang yang tanpa segan silu men"tagged" aku >>

1. full name si dia nie ialah Nurul Nadirah
   
2. anak kepada pakcik Othman dan makcik Zainab... :)
   
3. adik kepada wanda
   
4. kakak kepada mi dan jijie... hohohohoho
   
5. ex-sudent UUM... dh nk konvo.... tahniah, kak ngah~~!
   
6. kat umah dipanggey kak ngah
   
7. keja kat Bayan Baru... kat umah pOO gak
   
8. orgnya bermata empat... hikhikhikhik
   
9. drive kelisa silver p keja
   
10. tgh blajar wat cup cakes... nyummy!!
    

10 perkara tentang diri aku yg telah di"tagged" >>

1. family is my heartbeats...
   
2. full name ialah Nur Fauzana Mohamed Sabri
   
3. dilahirkan pd 17 Ogos 1984
   
4. anak kedua dr 4 org adik badik.. (copy dr kak ngah... mls nk type :)
5. bekerja sudaa kat HSBC Cyberjaya.. weehoo~~
   
6. getting married soon *wink*
   
7. suka kaler putih.. and lately pink plak
   
8. addicted to shoes... really do!
   
9. nk jadik modern housewife... betul, x tipu~~
   
10. ada fiance... namanya Mohd Hatta bin Zakaria ;)
    

Orang2 yg aku nak tagged >>

1. cik fiza
   
2. wanda

selamat menjawab ya!! :D

a new hope. a new life

alhamdulillah... syukur ke hadarat Allah swt...
finally, pOO dh dpt keja permanent...
even though bkn dgn kerajaan, at least pOO rs secure sket skrg...

now, i'm learning to adapt myself to the new environment...
bknnya apa..
2 thn keja ngan gov, smuanya melayu...
skrg, environment totally different..
there's 9 of us in a team...
tp cuma 2 jerk melayu... communication pn ada sket prob...
skrg kena jd mat saleh jerk la...
hikhikihkik...

1st time jejakkan kaki kat HSBC Global Resourcing,
rs sonok sgt... tmpat tue cool giler...
smuanya sempoi n frenly...
mcm2 style ada kat ctu...

now, pOO tgh kursus dgn trainer dr Brunei...
actually, pOO rs bebyk lega sbb dpt under Brunei...
so, my class will b as usual...
diaorg punya time pn mcm kita gaks... xla beza sgt..
kalu dpt UK atau other Europe country, mmg pOO nangih...
bknnya apa.. sia2la class yg pOO amik...
diaorg pnya masa len dr kita...
kita tdoq, depa bgn...
so sapa yg keja under depa, kenala ubah style...

whateva it is, pOO betul2 bersyukur...
terima kasih, Allah swt....